This year, on June 8th, I will reach the remarkable milestone of thirty-five years of service as a priest. I thank God for this tremendous blessing! I am grateful for the strength, wisdom, passion, endurance, and, most importantly, the love He has given me for my vocation.
I am pleased to share that I have many beautiful memories from my time in priestly ministry. I have had the privilege of ministering to diverse communities across various parishes in the Archdiocese of Los Angeles, as well as aiding seminarians in their formation. I can confidently say that every ministerial experience has been a blessing.
Of course, I have faced many challenges, trials, and difficulties. However, through these struggles, Jesus has journeyed with me, providing courage and hope. He has consistently walked by my side, demonstrating His love through caring mentors, friends, family members, and parishioners.
In my priestly ministry, I remain conscious of my role in representing our Lord Jesus to every person I serve. I strive to be welcoming, kind, inclusive, compassionate, and understanding toward all. Since the beginning of my seminary formation, I have learned that I am called to be an “alter Christus,” always acting in the person of Christ. This is why, whenever I examine my conscience, I reflect on how I have embodied Christ for others.
When I celebrate Mass, I especially remain aware of my role as an alter Christus. Despite my human imperfections, I endeavor to project and reveal the heart, mind, and voice of Jesus, the Good Shepherd.
Being a good shepherd, like Jesus, involves making just decisions and actions while always prioritizing the common good, even at the risk of being misunderstood or disliked. It also requires prudence and courage, enabling one to face persecution and suffering. I take comfort in knowing that even Jesus, who is God, was rejected and persecuted by His own people. So, who am I—a mere human—if not to face rejection and misunderstanding?
One important lesson I have learned in my life as a priest is that, as leaders, we must have the courage to “show up” in the face of every challenge and difficulty. To “show up” means accepting one’s vulnerabilities with bravery and grace. It requires resilience at every trial, the willingness to bounce back after any heartbreak.
As we reflect on this Sunday’s Gospel regarding the Good Shepherd, I ask you to pray for priests like myself, that we may be authentic, humble, courageous servant-leaders, always considering the common good, making wise decisions, and being the true voice of Jesus, the Good Shepherd, in our troubled world.
Your loving pastor
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